You know im so rushed off of my feet at work its driving me insaneee !!



Roll on 5 0 clock heheheh

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Not as easy as you might think.

1. Where is your cell phone? - Desk
2. Describe your boyfriend/girlfriend/husband/wife/lover? - Everything
3. Your hair? - Black
4. Your mother? - Bless
5. Your father? - Hmmmm
6. Your favourite item? - Trainers
7. Your dream last night? - non-exsistant
8. Your favourite drink? - Mango
9. Your dream car? - Motorbike?
10. The room you are in? - Lively
11. Your ex? - Nob-Jockey
12. Your fear? - Loneliness
13. What do you want to be in 10 years? – Australian!

14. Who did you hang out with last night? - Rach
15. What you're not? - perfect
19. The last thing you did? - Typed
20. What are you wearing? - Clothes
21. Your favourite book? - eeeeek
22. The last thing you ate? - pasta
23. Your life? - Happy
24. Your mood? - Upcited
25. Your friends? - Unreliable
26. What are you thinking about right now? - Rach
27. Your car? - nope
28. What are you doing at the moment? - this
29. Your summer? - crap
30. Your relationship status? - Complete
31. What is on your tv? - *shrugs*
32. When is the last time you laughed? – Morning

33. Last time you cried? - Yesterday
34. School? - Yes

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Bonjourno,

So i think we can clearly see that i have not really been updating this thing!

Well i have news *drum roll* .... This is where is all begins, Im starting a fresh and WILL be doing my hardest to keep this all lovely & pretty and up to date :)

There is alot to tell from the past 6 months so i shall do a re-cap of the things you NEED to know:

1. Rachel (My aussie girl arrived in November the 9th * although she debates with me constantly that it was later* it was'nt!) and not only is she everything i thought she would be she is more, a whole lot more :) Consiquently I have fallen completely In Love with her, and infact am falling more each day and loving it (no scaryness!) anyway thats the soppyness over !



^^^ There she is ^^^ *Purrrrr*

2. We currently live together in The Ghetto in Docklands, an amazing apartment feels very much like OUR home now but are looking to move on in the next 2 months to somewhere where we can save some money to travel, pay of debts *yawn* and eventually so that i can move to Stralia.




Hmmmm My Kitchen, I Use the word My because I Love it and always shout at Rach if she oversteps the boundaries when i am cooking! (The poor girl)

3.For the past months i have generally been living, working, eating, been to shows, been on the london eye, out for drinks, out for dinner, falling more In Love, meeting new people, getting the apartment all cosy, freezing cold in the snow, dressing up in silly costumes for shits & giggles, Falling more in Love, realising how moody Rachel is! (but still Loving her), taking so many pictures of myself (Dag) Learning how to speak Stralian,Become and auntie for the 2nd time Little Boy (Dylan), entertaining friends, eating with my fingers, prob drunk about 40 bottles of wine (not all on my own) Ummm cant think of anything else but as you can see quite alot has been going on! And i love every minute :P


The Little man himself

And of course Milly-moo :)

4. I guess that brings me to now (sorry for being so brief!)
Currently we have 'Mum' staying with us for 6 weeks :) She is lovely (and im not just saying that because she bought me a Roo all the way from Stralia! His name is Kevin )Her & Rach are very similar which equals fireworks! ... They bicker all the time its really quite amusing.
We have just all booked a 1 week holiday all inc to Tunisia for Rach's Birthday on the 16th of April and i can not wait to lay on the beach next to her just listening to the sea and of course getting a tan ;)

So me thinks that is everything in a very roundabout shortned version of my life over the past 6 months... Hope i have nt bored you all to tears!

Watch this space ;)

Ok so i knew it was coming but still cant beleive he has gone, Went for dinner at my dads today the phone rang and before anyone had even answered it I just knew. Mum was there with him when he fell asleep, he was nt in any pain ( I guess it was just time to go ) ??

Only just burst into tears now everyone else has gone to bed and im alone i know its silly but I find it easier crying on my own

Mum Gave him a Kiss from me before she left the room and said goodbye, she has nt completely lost it yet though, I guess she has nt taken it all in yet?

Anyway Grandad You were One Amazing, Strong, Gentle, Kind and Loving Man and I will always have the upmost respect for you. Thankyou for being My Grandad and going faster round the Garden on the Mobile Lawn Mower when i was little! ( Even If Nan did shout at you!) I Love you and you will always be in my Heart.

Rebekah x

Got back from the hospital an hour ago, Mum and my Nan left me sitting next to Grandad while they went to talk to the doctor... He looked as if he was in pain :( Tried to keep it cheerful telling him jokes :) He smiled but looks funny without his teeth in ! so then it went quiet and he asked me what the time was - It was 7.10pm He started singing 'A quarter past seven and im going to heaven'

I had to get up and walk away I felt bad but didnt want to cry in front of him, Part of me hopes he just falls asleep tonight in peace, I hate the fact that even though he is nt completely with it he knows he is going to die.

And he is .. sooner than we thought, The doctors have now said this evening that he has days to live not weeks...

On the complete other side i have decided that i will get that skirt even if i wear to just make people laugh :) Yes you know who u are !! xx

Ok so i finished work this evening and was due to go get my hair funked up, Unfortunately we had a call from the Hospital asking us to come in... My Grandad is ill but took a turn for the worse today, we have basically been told he has 2 weeks (maximum) to live, what hurts the most is that He was always so strong in my eyes, A Businessman, Clever, Articulate, STRICT, Kind :) But seeing him laying there and Yes he is nt completely with it because of medication But looking into his eyes I can see the fear .... He knows he is dying and he is Scared and there is nothing I can do Ggrrrrrr ...

I know this may seem all very depressing (Sorry to whom ever reads this) But it helps right ? to write things down ? ... Still wont make him Live longer though huh ...The Strangest thing is that we just got home My mum Obviously is in a state (which hurts) and my sisters too all crying but I dont feel the need to cry ?? IM confused, I always cry IM such an emotional person so what The F$?k is wrong with me ?

Maybe im doing the Butch thing and trying to be Strong for everyone else ? All i know is i dont get it !

So anyway Everyone went to bed and im sitting here wide awake as per usual at silly o clock .. Just me, cigarettes, Juice and a credit card eeeeek along with the fetish for buying Silly Cute Pants (not a good mix)
I have just spent way too much money on clothes that i will prob look even fatter in !! I even bought a skirt lmao (my sisters are going to have a field day!) It just looked so cute and with some cut off tights/legggings and converse it could work ;) (maybe if i was a size 10) lol ....

So anyway I would show some Pics of my crazy pants but it wont let me do it
:( Prob a plus actually !

OK so I woke up today feeling so childish and somewhat Mischevious ? Why is that ? Im 25 surely I should be mature and sensible ? Hahahah Hell NO ... I want to be Little again Like my Gorgeous Niece Only having to worry about where my Milk or Juice bottle is and that my Nanny Gets me Sweets when she goes to work ! *Bliss*

Sure I can be Mature and Sensible but have the ability to lose that on occasions and just be Silly ! I think maybe im feeling Like this because i am SO Excited and in 2 days time ill find out exactly how long i have to wait before i Finally meet her :)

Have nt really acheived much today But i am so totally fine with that because I had other things entertaining me ;) Im a little worried though about how much this particular Girl affects me.. I swear Ive never had this before im normally very much in control I feel Like im a teenager again and I have a crush on my Gym teacher ! (Oh dear)I think what makes it worse is That she seems so together and in Control eeeek (what if I cant talk when i see her, Ill prob say something really stupid out of nerves...

*Note to Self* Chill the Hell out.. Deep Breathes.. Failing all that just Kiss her :)

Hmmm Sitting here feeling a little lost not sure what to do with myself am not sleepy (suprise suprise) Shall prob be another 4am pass out thing !

Hey ho tomorrow is another Day Closer Woooo hoooo Yipppeeee (Calm...Breath) :)

So ok I was nt planning on consuming as much Vodka as i have done this weekend But then sometimes they are the best times right ?...

Finished work Friday at 8pm and was talked into going for a 'Few' drinks heh right o ! We ended up in a bar where i managed to get v drunk v quickly prob due to the lack of food that day... I then obvioulsy thought that i was Pink or Alanis Morisette and continued to go wild on the Karaoke *Oh the shame*

Then moved onto a club and ended up passing out in Bed with Becca (work colleague, who actually snores worse than me) at arounf 5am. Woke up around 9 with a full on Brass band Playing in my head with the dreaded thought of work at 12 Agghhhh ! Never the less i went and got on with it with alot of Help from a certain Gorgeous Girl who has the ability to do amazing things via sms ! So youd think that would be it right ? Well No went to see My Grandad who is very poorly right now :( and also completely out of it, I would say the drugs were working when he told me off for throwing Cheese at him ??

Had been invited to a Party Locally Saturday evening, and after seeing him I needed to unwind so off i went for a 'Few' <<< Pattern forming here me thinks!

Ended up dancing the whole night then going back to my Best mates where i apparently drank 3/4 of a bottle of Vodka (my Poor Liver)
But its ok No work the next day Phewww ! Woke up at 11am Sunday feeling good much to my amazement.. Somehow got roped into going Food Shopping for my Mum ?? And Have now learnt that that one person who has an affect over me via sms can also Make my mind and body Crave a particular thing at completely the inappropriate time ! ... (not that I am complaining) ;)

So anyway am now sitting here feeling fairly mellow chillaxed with New All Raven Black hair (soon to add Redness) and dreading work tomorrow ... But then its another day closer to something else Exciting :) *woot woot*

Hmmm...

I dont think that I actually have anything to say ?!

Ive had a fairly standard day I guess... However I managed to purchase a International calling Card all by Myself *stands Proud*

Yup thats it really... Jeeeze i Lead an exciting Life ;)